will the real FUNBOBBY please stand up!

yeah that is me loaded. well not LOADED, but drunk enough to look like that! puffy bean bag face. my teeth appear quite yellow as well i am noticing. ew. so that was july. vancouver, gas town...fun. in recent months quite a few things have happened. one being that i have come to the conclusion int he way of them coming right out and telling me, that the people who love me, hate me when i drink. apparently i get all fucked up and sloppy, i act like an idiot, i am annoying and i scare the kids. there is a frequency issue as well as a sheer uncontrolled manner of the amount i consume in one sitting. which i can agree with. i like my booze. it's fun, it's relaxing, it's an escape from responsibility and reality. i really fucked up one night when dave was out of town in portland. i won't go into details but i totally fucked up. so booze is no longer an option. ok so that is that. meh.

things that have happened over the last three months i have been ignoring (not because i wanted to) buzznet:

- got pregnant (2nd time ever )

- miscarried (2nd time ever)

- bought my first home, a 1978 trailer on 4.49 acres 20 minutes out of town for $165,000

- inherited a pot bellied pig and a german shepard-chow cross 6 yr old dog

- completed gutted and reno'd a 1978 trailer with new paint on the walls, ceilings, laminate and carpet

- moved...again

- assistant coached a grade 6 & 7 girl's volleyball team

- fell in love with tim horton's bacon breakfast sandwich and mochas

- gained 15 pounds

- got a ring - three diamonds, not engaged, just an i love you ring a really fucking nice one

- have emissed the last three months of www.raymitheminx.blogspot.com fer fuck sakes

life is good now and i hope to have a lot more time to myself. i am going part time 9 am - 3 pm as of january first. however we do not have the internet in the boondocks where i live, except for dial up, so i prolly won't get to visit raymi any more than i have been. but at least i have my own house.